There is nothing for me to say to make you stay on this site and actually give a sh*t. There is nothing for me to say that will truly make you know who I am. Truthfully I don't really know who I am. And lately I've learned a lot about... everything. Mainly I've learned that I have a lot to learn and nothing is ever how it seems. And nothing will ever have that happy ending that you dream and wish for. And no matter how happy you get there will always be that letdown waiting for you. Destroying that full of life feeling that sadly, doesn't come around that much. At this point I don't know much, however I know lately I've been living what I write. And no matter how hard I try to help and cure that feeling, I just get more lost. I don't know why I just keep rambling on and on about nothing to you, to anybody. What does it matter? Happy one moment, sad the next. A cycle of repetitive up and downs... If your still reading, then... I don't know, I guess you actually care or want to know if I'm ever going to make a point. I probably wouldn't. So, for now... for all of my fellow cult throat society members. Peace, Love, and Suicide
Signed ~~ "Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness" or to most just Melissa.
P.S.
I love to heard what you, the people of this world have to say and your thoughts on what I write and think. So feel free to give me feedback or write me an e-mail. My e-mail address is gimpy25hbzskater@aol.com. Say anything, say what you feel, say you hate me, say you love me, or if you just need someone to talk to I'm always here. So now that I'm done freaking you out, you can go and hopefully enjoy the rest of my site.
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